Monday, May 25, 2009

hmm nth much to say for today.Today Indeed a tiring day. Come sch late.=='
end up attendance become considered late. nvm no choice..i was late for 1hr..lol.
hmm..Lesson as usual. Last Period giving me a tiring day. Weather was so hot. Was having PE lesson. And I was playing basketball with some of my classmate.
So Far So gd. =)

Well, To Those Who thinking that i am not happy. Wad i done i already done. Wad i shld apologise i already apologise. If u guys still Angry, I apologise here again. But if u want to carry on angry with me. i cant do much either. And ya after i settle with someone about him and me.
everything is settled. Unless he feel that i not sincerly enough. den there is nth i can do. And for her, i have no idea wad is your thinking. If it is the previous matter u angry about. Den okay i got nth to say. But if it is about other something else.Sorry i have no idea. Honeslty speaking, yea is my fault, And already apologise on face to face. unless u all didnt hear it den i got nth to say. i am prepared for the worst. And wad is wrong with u guys is tat, i already done my part. and i really no idea y u all still angry for? Maybe u guys need sometime to cooldown? Yea i can see her msn nick "y dont dare call me? dont always say is your fault and etc" if u r perfering to me. i dont dare call u? Den i shall explain here, i am the type when i do something wrong. i just apologise. And So on i cant expect the person angry for 1 day. den so on the next day den everything back to normal. now i giving u a time. As "He" say he need some time to cool down. As for "Her" i giving time to let u all cooldown. But if u all wan to scold me, Den just go ahead. different ppl different type of giving out his/her anger. other than tat. Gd luk, Cheers.

Signoff~
TakeCare
Eric

=)

Just 1 sec of a nice shot
Those Unhappy things gone~
hohoho.Everything gone!
x3 She got loved
Thanks for the lovely dog.<3>
With u. i am hot tonight ! =D
Your Smile Is my happiness <33


TakeCare~ SignOff

Eric



Sunday, May 24, 2009

Things happen almost everyday.
Some in sch..some in working and etc.
My only gd pal -Ric-alert.blogspot.com
and my only pal tat listen to my emotional and life stuff everyday.

This blog let me say wadever i want. My happiness? My Unhappy things?
I will say it here. And of course depends on wad situation.
of course i am the type that i dont use my bad mood to affect others.
Cos i have a gd pal here that the ONLY 1 tat share my burden.

well, hope things get better.
And again..once the feeling is gone..means is gone. hope u get wad i am trying to say.=/

Peace~
TakeCare
Eric

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Got Screwed.
I hope Days pass fast quickly.
Feeling Is Ended.
Fated to be. 1 mistake everything change.
well,Just be myself.
Do what i should.
Others i guess i cant do anything either.
Good luk to me.

Time to have break out. So Mind will not having a nightmare.

~Peace~

Eric

Thursday, May 21, 2009

GOT SCREWED.=[

GOT SCREWED.=[
Something fking and i dam buay gam wan.=[
i feel like killing myself or just cut off my itchy hand.
cos of my itchy handdddddd.
i have to pay $120+ bucks.
no mood to talk about the whole fking lame and stupid story.
Lastly, no choice. take it as a lesson. AND END IT.
i hope this thing can get off my mind. AND ERASE FROM MY MEMORY~
the more i think , the more i feel dam fk up.

WAD A DAY~

TakeCare
Signoff
Eric~

Monday, May 18, 2009

. . .

it been long time since i last updated~
time to say something.
hmm~ i guess i should say something to someone. although she sux to the core sometimes.
Working with her is like stay at home being nag by my mom.
she just cant just FKING STFU each time i come to work.
all our colleagues already getting piss off by her. To me she is a FKING "COMPLAIN QUEEN".
lol. Ya She is indeed worst like my mom. nag whole day~

Hope things will be better~

Take Care
Sign Off~
Eric

Monday, May 11, 2009

There is something i always wanted to say~
well i guess only blog is my only gd pal.and so long havent been blogging.
ok la str8 to the point.I just mention tat i have something to say.and u maybe think is a painful or sad thing.But well, to me i just feel pity about myself.y? Cos i have been looking down and backstab by my own family members.sound badly rite? maybe u guys will think tat i am thinking too much or i am wronged ? or etc?
but let me tell u wad is going on.

okay talk about my mom~I just dont like my mom sometimes.especially when comes to pocket money.Each time she gave me $ or i ask her for pocket money.Me myself will get scolded or insulted.she will say ' see la..dont work.. keep ask me for $'And this part she dont know how i feel when i hear tat alot of time.okay nvm. i just keep on bear with it. And 1 more thing, she just like to compare me with someone.i dont wan mention who. i know 1 of them is my sis bf.she will say. u see ppl working so hard. mostly everyday work overtime.And got bike lincese.And Who the fk i care? since u so think tat he is so hardworking.And he have no parents to help himwhen he is in needs and he handle his hse bills and everything. SO i tell my mom, u ask him be your "SON" lo.As myself i dont like to compare with others. Ppl work hard is ppl problem la. y compare with me.and my mom still talk back " no, i just trying to say that u r more blessed than him'.And i just ignore her.
Den now i working le, she still got alot of problem. She know i working but i still need $ for transport and etc. And i didnt tell her. And tat time she ask den i say. if not i will not tell her my needs de.Den she give extra $. and yet now i still have to kena nagged by her. y? cos she will say..now u workingi still have to give $..and i was fking dam feel pissed off. Hey wtf man. i nv force u to give me $. Me myself i am working. u think i like to take your fking $? and let u scold and listen to your rubbish?and she say i hao lian. Eh wad is wrong with u. u dont bear to give the $. Dont give la. i nv force u to give $.c'b i hate it.

secondly talk about my Elder sis~I fking hate her. y? She think she now earn more $ and she got the highest monthy pay among us. She can talk back to me.i stil rmb her fking attiude. Cos during tat time was going public holiday. den i told my mom i got double pay $7 per hrand my sis start to chap in. And say about her bf got $10 per hr. hey c'b her bf is her bf problem la. show off for wad.i just scold back wad i shld say. And i still rmb i quarrel with my sis alot of time.She think she now teacher Very big fk.

lasty my sis bf~i dont care wtf u say about my bad thing. i know alot of things le.SO u can go ahead laugh and say bad things about me.As me myself dont fking care about your rubbish. so go ahead tell ppl. especially u tell to my sis or my mom.i 100% know u r 1 of them who look down on me. but let me tell u.U and my sis althought earn more $ than me or other things better than me now..BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN THAT U R FOREVER ALWAYS BETTER THAN ME. So dont try your luck by testing me.u may see i am quiet or nth. BUT DONT BE HAPPY TOO FAST. Ever heard off? retribution?maybe not tat jia lat. but let me tell u the higher lvl u go. when u fall u will fall fking fast.And lastly Dont force me do things that i dont wan do. And As long i am willing or eager to do somethingi make sure i will do it.
oh ya 1 more thing..today working i saw quan yi feng..LOL.. she bring her daughter to my working place..hahaAnd today everything goes smooth.so nth much to say. now i kinda feel better after all those stupid thing stuck in my mind. and now all have been fking sux out to my blog.
sign offTakecare~