There is something i always wanted to say~

well i guess only blog is my only gd pal.and so long havent been blogging.
ok la str8 to the point.I just mention tat i have something to say.and u maybe think is a painful or sad thing.But well, to me i just feel pity about myself.y? Cos i have been looking down and backstab by my own family members.sound badly rite? maybe u guys will think tat i am thinking too much or i am wronged ? or etc?
but let me tell u wad is going on.

okay talk about my mom~I just dont like my mom sometimes.especially when comes to pocket money.Each time she gave me $ or i ask her for pocket money.Me myself will get scolded or insulted.she will say ' see la..dont work.. keep ask me for $'And this part she dont know how i feel when i hear tat alot of time.okay nvm. i just keep on bear with it. And 1 more thing, she just like to compare me with someone.i dont wan mention who. i know 1 of them is my sis bf.she will say. u see ppl working so hard. mostly everyday work overtime.And got bike lincese.And Who the fk i care? since u so think tat he is so hardworking.And he have no parents to help himwhen he is in needs and he handle his hse bills and everything. SO i tell my mom, u ask him be your "SON" lo.As myself i dont like to compare with others. Ppl work hard is ppl problem la. y compare with me.and my mom still talk back " no, i just trying to say that u r more blessed than him'.And i just ignore her.
Den now i working le, she still got alot of problem. She know i working but i still need $ for transport and etc. And i didnt tell her. And tat time she ask den i say. if not i will not tell her my needs de.Den she give extra $. and yet now i still have to kena nagged by her. y? cos she will say..now u workingi still have to give $..and i was fking dam feel pissed off. Hey wtf man. i nv force u to give me $. Me myself i am working. u think i like to take your fking $? and let u scold and listen to your rubbish?and she say i hao lian. Eh wad is wrong with u. u dont bear to give the $. Dont give la. i nv force u to give $.c'b i hate it.

secondly talk about my Elder sis~I fking hate her. y? She think she now earn more $ and she got the highest monthy pay among us. She can talk back to me.i stil rmb her fking attiude. Cos during tat time was going public holiday. den i told my mom i got double pay $7 per hrand my sis start to chap in. And say about her bf got $10 per hr. hey c'b her bf is her bf problem la. show off for wad.i just scold back wad i shld say. And i still rmb i quarrel with my sis alot of time.She think she now teacher Very big fk.

lasty my sis bf~i dont care wtf u say about my bad thing. i know alot of things le.SO u can go ahead laugh and say bad things about me.As me myself dont fking care about your rubbish. so go ahead tell ppl. especially u tell to my sis or my mom.i 100% know u r 1 of them who look down on me. but let me tell u.U and my sis althought earn more $ than me or other things better than me now..BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN THAT U R FOREVER ALWAYS BETTER THAN ME. So dont try your luck by testing me.u may see i am quiet or nth. BUT DONT BE HAPPY TOO FAST. Ever heard off? retribution?maybe not tat jia lat. but let me tell u the higher lvl u go. when u fall u will fall fking fast.And lastly Dont force me do things that i dont wan do. And As long i am willing or eager to do somethingi make sure i will do it.
oh ya 1 more thing..today working i saw quan yi feng..LOL.. she bring her daughter to my working place..hahaAnd today everything goes smooth.so nth much to say. now i kinda feel better after all those stupid thing stuck in my mind. and now all have been fking sux out to my blog.
sign offTakecare~